sucker punched

? Wednesday, December 24

OMG!WHY?!!!
why should i still have faith in you, god.
well whatever it is thanks uh.cb.
i wish someone would kill me now.
so i can 1 0n 1 with him.cb kia.cb.cb
i don't even know where to start, or what to feel.
i don't even know if i should post this.
i don't even know what i'm writing actually
i've got no one to talk to.i don't what to do. not that i could.
all i know that i always make the wrong move.
there's really a lot of thoughts in my head now.
matair jadi airmata. hahaha
i'm sorry. your not to blame.it has always been mine.
2yrs.hahaha.unexpected sia.
hahahaha.laugh at me.i'm the biggest joke.no everything is a joke.
HAHAHAA.
you know what.
what?-_-
i wanna kill someone. i wish i could.actually no one's to blame but me.
i feel like drinking now.i' m sorry it's you who deserve better.
i'm insensitive. i'm selfish.i'm pathetic.i will accept you,as you
i don't despise you.you know what this post is just intended for you.
and i'm gonna meet you later.so ytf i bother.
anw thanks for telling.i really appreciate it.
i hope you know that this time.
i really love you.i really do.
sadly,the flame is getting weaker.
XOXO
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....11:04 am