can update my deviant.woots
how i wish the cam was mine.
so i could really learn instead of trial and error.
can say that today was lucky day.
maybe the red string was really lucky?idk
met with H & Aissy @ ann siang.
paradiz for games.
bump into lsc. some of em'.
didn't get a chance to hangout.
meet them later today i guess

anyway why is it so difficult for me
to put my feelings in words.
iii sttutter eeverytime,
even worst
sometimes i just forget what to say.
i just suck at relationship.
i realised that i'm not bf material.
but i'm not saying i'll never be.
so give me time.
i'll build a spaceship,
it will take us to cloud 9, the moon, the stars.
it won't be a smooth ride for sure.
i can't fly either.
but don't worry my life's on the line too.
i'm not prepared to die.
but if we die,
at least we die together.
the past?
i guess we should learn from it.
and never regret.
NO MORE! NO MORE!haha
(sidekick's fan siolxz)
things happen for a reason.
we never know what the future holds.
if we do it sucks.
what's the point of living then.
there won't be any excitement.
i guess i'll have to eat back my words.
"when i spit, i won't lick it back"- matrep me
i literally did that before anyway. hahaha
my beliefs are distorted too i guess.
i guess you pretty much
will do anything for a person you love.
accept who they are for who they are
not what they are.
inner beauty?
you taught me how to love,
yet i can see a love restraint.
you have your weakness, i have mine.
all we can do is hope for the best.

MY STOMACH"S GROWLING NOW.
i'm gonna find something light to satisfy it.
sayonara.ZZZzzzZ!

....2:43 am