love always remains


but i'll just fade away

Shafi'i Rahmat
09/12/1988




? Sunday, March 15

Hello my fans!
i know you all missed me. haha
turns out there's no confinement.WOOTS
so yah being a recruit in scdf quite fun meet new people from all walks of life.
funny how it's made up mostly with malays with tattoos. not saying that i have any.
but you'd be surprised even the most decent looking guy has a tiger on his calf,or a back-piece.
charlie gangster. what to do.
nvm we will the one saving lifes.doing most of the real action, compared to the military.
yeah overall i had a pleasant time,so far.
except that you cant smoke there which is pathetic.
Descipline is one thing, but our rights?hahaha
anw i'm trying to make the best of my time there.
just follow and give them what they want and hopefully i get to be a firefighter.
godspeed.
5 days gone. left with another 725.LOLOLOLOL!
so yah gonna missing out on lots of things and miss sweetheart alots.
meet her on weekend only.sadded sia.
so yah if anything urgent call me from 8-10.
i'll leave my phone on ard that time.




ytd had a romantic tme with ill by the flyers.
had ben & jerry's.i prefer the one from their outlet got he waffle cone.
yah and i blew the mood.
i guess i must be more patient,
god's testing me ? idk.
anw i'm sorry.
sometimes i feel like asking you what to do.
i just wanna ya to be happy. that's all.
well not really uh. i wanna be happy at the same time too.haha
if things are getting to hard for you. tell me.
i'll do my besst to help. watever means.
anw yah had a great time aft that.
i was really tempted to hug you damn hard.
and squuze the life out of you.hahaha
thanks for the great weekend.
feels good to be out esp with you.<3
till next wk then.bye
....11:09 am