? Wednesday, July 8
it's been a week since we talk.
i really miss you illiyana.
i still think about you everyday.
sometime i still think that there's still hope beneath all this.
and so i constantly remind myself that your heart is still with wandi.
and that no matter what he does you'll still love him.
i'm still an avid reader of your blog.
when i'm hm,i visit it, refresh it every now and then.
hoping that you'll update it every single day.
it's the only way i can know how your doing eversince that day.
i dunno why i feel bad reading your last entry.
i couldn't help but still care even though there's ntg i can ever do.
the reason why i changed my blog address,
is because i prefer that i kept stuff like this to myself.
i know it's stupid cos this entry is for you
but you are clueless that this blog still exist.
somehow i'm hoping you get to read this by any chance.
yea i admit im wierd,i'm indecisive.
i wish i cld tell you that
if one day and your missing me.
or if your heart decides to be with me.
you'll know that i'm here.
....10:41 pm
