? Tuesday, February 9
it's been 2 mths. very eventful 2 mths.lotsa changes good,bad.
i finally pass tp. but i don't plan to get a bikee any sooner.
i can't afford one yet.
got promoted to lcp. yay.-_-
$20 increment
met alot of new people. loss more
gonna move pretty soon.
sucks. i guess pretty much that i'll nvr be attached to anything.
everything just comes and goes.
i've been really unsettled this days.
first i couldn't sleep for nites. 2-3 hrs a day.
now i sleep more than 8.
eventhough i've been having great time with my friends.
smtg's just missing. it's nt that i don't know what it is.
haiz. i really miss her.
i just wished i don't. i just wished i forget her,
i don't want to but what choice do i have.
why is it so hard this time.
everytime i'm out i hope that i bump into you, to catch a glimpse of you.
everynow and then i wonder how you're doing. i know you don't want me to. but i can't help it.
smtimes i myself wonder why.
smtimes i feel that i need help.am i suffering frm depression?
i just hope not. why do i deserved such things.='(
....8:52 pm
